you speak slow, you sound like shit

they started asking, march, i say, no, nothing, i say nothing for a very long time, 

not to protect, not to keep shame,

away

when i say your name i feel my mouth

 burn,and all my words turn black, the baby said, remember when i ate that smoke and i sneezed for a week, i coughed and coughed and i hoped youd catch it

be gone with id said, well, youre gone

past sick, i said 

i rubbed the ground on my face, you said

hey

dont look i said

its gross, please

 youre so gross 

please, youre so gross now

it was always me i thought, and no!, it wasn't me, its always been you, youre gross i said, dont touch me, you have diseases youre gross