sleep In the kitchen

I thought it was the-all-encompassing-moment that what happened during that -, was how things, really were - i alone, was under , some impression
"its breathing "
wed like to clean , in day time this time
you said soon
it got funny , I thought. and this must be it now and I fell asleep for 10 days

everything was laying down now, little soft things
you talked at night time
I thought?
maybe I wanted something from the store
but the moment was over everything and sleep is just sleep and sleep happens and you eat and those are just things that have to happen
I thought-



you stopped speaking , then the eyes and the body
I knew then,
I was mistaken and that nothing had escaped that moment that-,